Nothing Between
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Nancy Leigh DeMoss
Late one evening last
spring, along with millions of other stargazers
around the globe, I watched as, in a matter of
minutes, a brilliant full moon "disappeared" behind
a dark shadow.
Of course, we know that the
moon didn't really disappear. The moon has no light
of its own; it merely reflects the light of the sun.
But when the moon ceased to shine, it wasn't because
the sun's light was no longer shining. The "problem"
was that the earth had come between the sun and the
moon, causing the moon to become dark. The sun's
light was eclipsed by the earth, making it
impossible for the moon to shine.
The event caused me to
reflect in a fresh way on revival and its
hindrances.
"Revival" may be pictured
as that state in which our lives, our homes, and our
churches are aligned with the Lord Jesus in such a
way that nothing stands between us and Him. Only
then are we able to reflect His light to our world.
As the hymn writer put it:
Nothing between my soul
and the Savior,
So that His blessed face may be seen;
Nothing preventing the least of His favor,
Keep the way clear! Let nothing between.
Jesus is the Sun of
Righteousness, the Light of the world. We have no
light of our own-any light that shines from our
lives is merely that which we reflect from Him.
However, when the things of
this earth come between us and the Lord Jesus, our
view of Him is obscured and our light is diminished.
And whereas a lunar eclipse happens only
infrequently, it seems that our lives are prone to
"spiritual eclipses." Therefore, we must continually
be alert to anything which might come between our
soul and the Savior.
What are some of those
things that come between us and the Savior? What
keeps us from having a pure, unhindered relationship
with Him and reflecting His light to our world? In
my own life, there are several things that most
commonly obstruct my view of the Lord Jesus and
threaten to keep the light of His presence from
shining in and through me.
An exalted view of
"self" will cause us to have a diminished view
of Jesus. It is true that when we "turn our eyes
upon Jesus, the things of earth will grow strangely
dim." It is equally true that when we fix our eyes
upon ourselves, our vision of Jesus will become
"strangely dim" by comparison.
When He fills all our
vision, the result is a humble heart that knows its
own nothingness apart from Him. That is the heart
God revives. But He is forced to resist the proud
heart that causes us to live as if we were the
center of our own world.
Pride manifests itself in
so many subtle, but lethal ways. In my own life,
pride can sometimes be seen in a hidden desire for
the praise and admiration of men, an insistence on
being "right," the desire to be noticed and
appreciated, fear of rejection, or just
pre-occupation with myself my feelings, my needs, my
circumstances, my burdens, my desires, my successes,
my failures. These are all fruits of that deadly
root of pride.
A heart filled with itself
will be unable to behold the loveliness of Jesus and
will cease to reflect His light.
Indulging our flesh,
even in what others might consider insignificant
ways, will quench the free flow of God's Spirit
through us and erect barriers in our relationship
with the Lord Jesus.
Less than 24 hours ago, in
the privacy of my own home, weary from days of
intense labor, I found myself justifying a "small
compromise." From the initial moment of temptation,
in spite of my internal rationalizing, I knew that
what I wanted to do would defile my spirit and
grieve the Holy Spirit who lives within me and whose
possession I am. But at that moment, I wanted "my
way," more than I wanted to be right with God. No
one was there to see or to know. No one but God.
In saying "yes" to my flesh
and "no" to God, I allowed an obstruction to come
between my soul and the Savior. I rejected the light
of His countenance and embraced the darkness, all
for a few moments of earthly enjoyment. How grateful
I am for the persevering grace of God that quickly
engineered circumstances to turn my face back toward
His light, granting the gift of repentance and
restoring in my heart a fresh love and longing for
holiness.
Breaches in our
relationships with others inevitably create an
"eclipse" in our relationship with God. It is not
possible for us to be right with God and not be
right with others. How can we walk in the light of
His forgiveness and mercy, if we are unwilling to
extend forgiveness and mercy toward those who have
wronged us? And how can we walk in harmony with a
holy God, if we have sinned against others and
refuse to humble ourselves and make it right?
This morning as I was in
the Lord's presence, the Holy Spirit brought to mind
an issue that had been minuscule to me, but, from
His perspective, had come between my soul and the
Savior. Recently, in the process of handling a
business matter over the phone, I had been impatient
with a clerk whose answer didn't satisfy me. Before
I could continue seeking His face, I had to pick up
the phone, call the company, and make the matter
right with the woman with whom I had been annoyed.
My conscience cleared with both God and man, the
light of His presence could once more shine in and
through my heart.
"Cares, riches, and
pleasures of this life," like thorns in a
garden, tend to choke out the life of God within us.
In the course of everyday living on this planet, we
are bombarded incessantly with "duties, delights,
and diversions" that seek to consume our time and
control our hearts. These things, while not
inherently sinful, have an enormous capacity to
steal our affection for the Lord Jesus.
In a culture that insists
that we "need it now," it is all too easy to lose
our vision of eternity, of the soon return of
Christ, and of our ultimate accountability before
His judgment seat.
Sheer busyness, even in
Christian work, can so fill our vision that we have
no time or place for Christ, and we find our light
"eclipsed." The Shulammite bride in the Song of
Songs laments having tended the "vineyards" of
others, while neglecting her own vineyard and
allowing it to fall into a state of disrepair. Only
through concentrated, extended time alone in the
presence and embrace of her Beloved is her soul
restored, enabling her to go back out into the
vineyards, this time in union and communion with
Him.
Contentment with the
status quo is one of the most subtle hindrances
to revival. Comparing ourselves or our ministries
with others tends to breed a sense of complacency in
our hearts. It is much easier to rest on our laurels
and enjoy the victories He has already given us,
than to keep pressing on to know Him in deeper ways.
A Chinese evangelist who
had suffered much for his faith and was visiting
America for the first time, was asked what stood out
most to him about the church in the West. Without
hesitation, he replied, "What amazes me most is how
much you are able to accomplish . . . without God."
We have settled for
activity and results that make for impressive press
releases, when God wants to shatter the darkness and
overcome the strongholds of our world and establish
His glorious kingdom in the hearts of men and
nations. And on a more personal level, we have
settled for living busy, productive, moral lives,
when God longs to reveal His greatness and glory
through us in ways that cannot be explained apart
from Him.
Leonard Ravenhill, that
passionate servant of God, used to say, "As long as
we are content to live without revival, we will."
Until the day he went to heaven at the age of 86,
Mr. Ravenhill never lost a sense of desperate need
and intense longing for both personal and corporate
revival.
As long as we are satisfied
with what our own hands and efforts can produce,
apart from the effusion of the Spirit of God, we
will not be likely to pursue Him with all our
hearts, and still less likely to experience genuine
revival.
How is it between your soul
and the Savior today? Has any obstacle "eclipsed"
your view of Him? Is there any hindrance that is
keeping His light from being reflected from your
life? If so, do not delay to deal with the issue, no
matter how trifling or overwhelming it may appear to
be. Pray with the psalmist that God will be merciful
unto you and cause His face to shine upon You, "that
[His] way may be known upon earth, [His] saving
health among all nations" (Ps. 67:1, 2).
Then, with a revived heart
and a countenance that radiates His light, you will
be able to sing:
Sun of my soul, Thou
Saviour dear,
It is not night if Thou be near;
O may no earthborn cloud arise
To hide Thee from Thy servant's eyes!
Nancy Leigh DeMoss
has served since 1980 as the Director of
Publications and Women's Ministries, and as the
editor of Spirit of Revival magazine, for
Life Action Ministries, a revival ministry based in
Niles, MI. She frequently speaks at conferences on
matters related to both personal and corporate
revival. |